hayyyyyyy everybody!!!
its like currently 4 am as i type dis my time... pulled an all nighter again omgwtf .-_ .-
i'll be getting my nails done today!! u see if i had confidence lik dat i wuld be talkin their HEADZZ off but unfortunately i'm not all dat social... i say with an online journal documentin mai daily lief X_x 2bh, i wish i had da confidence 2 realli just talk 2 ppl... but then i'd be ugly and extroverted and nobodi lieks an ugly extroverted guy unforcheeeeeee. actually, dey do. its juz not me dat they're lookin 4 -_-
oh weeeelllllll... at least m gettin my nails dun all kyoot >o< gonna get em longar than i usually get em cuz i'm sikk and tiredddddddddd of having my nails be short... i mite regret long nails though who knowz, will keep ya updated xoxo
allsooooooooooooooo dance classes hav been goin so well 4 me!! tap class is esp fun!! my old teacher asked me if i wanted 2 bump up to the intermediate class instead of stayin in da beginner class cuz she thought i wuz 2 gud for da beginner class :P but i kinda feel mor comfy in the intermediate class
i also finally decided that i'm doin da recital!! hooray!! very scared cuz dis is my first recital in years... in fact, dis is my first year gettin back in2 dance!! i danced fur 3 years, stawpped for 4... very scared 4 recital bleeeehhhhh!! dancing on stage is fukken scary!! but i'm havin real fun cuz i have the same teacher for both my tap and ballet classes :3c she's liek so sweet n i luv her and i will genuinely cry if she tells me she's proud of me methinkzz so shoutout 2 my teacha!!
haiiiii so i wanted 2 go w my lil cousin to the nail salon but she wanted 2 go on a different day and that threw me completely off schedule so now i wanna kill myself but i still wanna go wit her so i'm nawt goin today... i mite bail out on her and ask to go get my nails done on tuesday or somethinz like da pos i am but i don't wanna do dat cuz i promised i would go wit her
either wayyyyyyy i'm talkin 2 ma boyfie right now!! hy's so sweet. and kind. and loving. and like so encouraging and fun to be around. showed hym a fic i wrote that i am permanently keeping away from the entireeeee woarld and hy was so so so niceys about it i'm genuinely SOUUU in luv wit hymmmmm... the best 2 years of mai entireeeee lief were with hym and i don't regret a thing omggg i can't wait for us 2 liekkk. finallie meet and live together and maybe adopt a shitload of cats and also a teenager when we're both mentally and financially stable (unrealistic standards)